innoccent little new photographer by day, wicked little slutty wolf by night. what's a girl to do with her weekends, then?

Answer is? Be a wicked wicked naughty little slut for my Master. *grins evilly*

Regrets that come to haunt us

song of the day: "Anywhere" by Evanescense

I've never really been one to have regrets, but lately.... I dunno.... They've been everywhere I've turned....I do not regret where I am not and who I am with, because I love all the that, escpecially my Master, and I wouldn't go back and change it. But I'm talking to an old high school friend right now, and just found out that he's also into the lifestyle and really liked me back in high school. It got me thinking about the "what if"s; "what if we'd known that both of us were into the lifestyle?", "what if we did hook up?", and things like that. Just as a whole it's getting really annoying; the whole "what if" game and shit. But *shrugs* life is cruel like that sometimes, and yet at the same time, it can be very sweet and wonderful.

Lost Girl (from 7/21/09)

(poem writen by me)

Lost Girl copyright Wolfykitten 7/21/09

she looks up at the sky
a dead look in her eyes
passerbies notice the haunted look in her eyes
deep wounds scarring rough around the edges
opened up again
watch her walk through the day
feet stumbling eyes unseeing
notice the look on her face
such dead emptiness
but look into her eyes
see into her soul
a hurt only recognized by one whose pain is equal to
someone killed her best friend
and she's seen his ghost again
in the words he's written
in the email he's sent her
asking to be friends again
after he's hurt her again

Marks (about 6 months old)

(older post from I think the day after going to my first BDSM club when I got flogged):

Ohohohohohohohohohohoh! I still have bruises from the flogging and my ass is still a little sore. Yays!

more updates

(at some point after the piercing): -Had my first orgasm in about 27 days!
(at some point a few weeks ago): -Finallyfinallyfinally was able to be mentally empty and was able to cum and go up into subspace for the first time in 6 months.

NEW PIERCING!!!!! (origionally posted about 6 months ago)

(older post from about 6 months ago)

*dances around in circles, excited* I gotta new piercing last Friday! I got a VCH (for those of you who don't know what that is, it's a vertical clitoral hood piercing). And it hurt like a bitch, but now it's getting better. Jsut kinda sore and itchy cuz it's healing. But I love it!!!!!!

UPDATE!!!!!

Okay, ladies and gents, I immesely apologize for my lack or posting for the past few months. Lots and lots and lots of shit was going on. Wanna update? Ks. Here's an outline (and a little bit of a recap):

-I gotta new piercing (a VCH, and for those of you who don't know what that is, it's a vertical clitoral hood piercing. hurt liek a bitch, but I love it)
-Master moved down to LA for work
-Master and I brought in a girl to join U/us to serve U/us both.
-I completely fucked up in school
-the girl had to move in with Master (*gggggeeeerrrrrrr*)
-Master and I went to Folsom Street Fair (Me for the first time, btw.) 2009
-Things went to hell with the girl (elizabeth) who fucked U/us over
-my sub at the time came to visit from Ireland
-Master collared me
-I turned 20 on 12/25/09
-I uncollared my sub-at-the-time
-I moved down to LA to live with Master
-Master and I are looking for another slave to possibly bring into this to serve U/us
-school starts in about 8 days.......fuck......
I think that about sums it up.....

So now I'm gonna post some past things I've writen to kinda bring everyone-up-to-date/explain-everything(well, most things, I think)-that-are-listed-above. So, here we go!